What a surprise to me? I haven’t blog at least 7 months! Wow~ 2010 indeed a up and down year for me. Happiness and unhappiness stuff I had pile up everything into a file and I put it aside. But before 2011, I have a lot of thoughts inside my mind. Somehow I have really really no mood to celebrate or even don’t feel like going for countdown. So happen that I thought of crying out loud on that day. I feel so angry abt myself. And I feel so tired after doing so many things. And sometimes, I found out that when I am down who can I look for? Who can I depend on? I try my best not to drop a tear but I did.
I ask myself, I know so many peeps. But when times I am down I really don’t know who can I seek. But when peeps down I am always for them. Or they have friends to confront them. No one uds how I feel a point of time. I have to encourage myself up and help you. But in the end, all is being wasted. I seek His strength for help. But no one seem to appreciate it. I tell myself is alright. A lot of things, I have tell myself is alright. But then peeps start to discourage me sometimes. If I can choose, I will choose to not help anymore. I feel that enough is enough. If peeps can choose, why can’t I? Sometimes I feel like hugging someone to cry for a day. I am trying my best, but no one seem to see it.
This year I make a choice, I will make a move from your life for a moments. Please don’t think is your faults. No one is in faults but is me who in the faults right now. I have to say sorry! Because to make everything simple and easy. And this year I pray for one thing. Just that you happy, so am I.
My this year revolution:
1. Learning driving.
2. Get to travel to either HK or Taiwan
3. Learn more in Photography
4. Be a followers for Christ
5. ORD LOH!
That all what I have to say here.
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